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[adoptalizard]

first.last@compass.net (3) (no subject) D12 63:19PM first.last@compass.net (6) Re: Mission D11 8:01PM first.last@compass.net (12) [text] D10 9:35AM

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[braces]

i need to hear it from you.

the shit you used to say to scott about 'stealing me', that was to piss scott off right? you weren't using me were you?

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[adoptalizard]

[ oh this is... awk. ]

what? when did i say anything about that?

[ okay he can think of a time he did but that was a long ass time ago and he doesn't remember saying anything about it while here. ]

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[braces]

[ YEAH it is but allison's gotta know cause he's her bff and she needs to hear it from him. ]

scott said it was back when we first started swimming together. when we first started being actual friends. [ and you were less of a douche. ]

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[adoptalizard]

[ son of a biscuit. ]

that was a long time ago

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[braces]

so what. you were using me?

text. > voice.

[adoptalizard]

[ jesus eff. switching to voice. ]

I didn't say that, Allison. It was just... complicated at the time.

voice.

[braces]

I just want to hear it from you, Jackson.

[ She swallows. ]

I trust you.

voice.

[adoptalizard]

It-- [ He starts and stops, breathing out. Dammit. Allison has actually become a good friend and he was hoping he could... not fuck this one up.

Still, he doesn't want to lie to her, when he's done so much of it before. ]

That was part of it. There was something Scott had that I wanted to know. But I also just liked you, Allison.

You were my friend then and you're still my friend now.

[ There's a long pause and he swallows. This comes quieter and there's a good deal of shame in the tone. ] And I'm sorry.